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Books From Dad :)

tinay pinay — Thu, 09 Dec 2010 19:54:00 +0000

The benefits of Water, Moisturizer and BB creams

tinay pinay — Thu, 04 Nov 2010 21:12:00 +0000

Carpe Diem : a quote from Paulo Coelho’s Alchemist

tinay pinay — Fri, 01 Oct 2010 18:32:00 +0000

New Earth? I wish..

tinay pinay — Fri, 01 Oct 2010 00:55:00 +0000

Something went wrong, while something went better

tinay pinay — Tue, 21 Sep 2010 00:19:00 +0000

Haul Update : Lippies overload?!

tinay pinay — Tue, 14 Sep 2010 18:07:00 +0000

Music Makes A Better Place (Impersonating Melvin).

tinay pinay — Thu, 24 Jun 2010 23:30:00 +0000

When You’re On Your Twenties

tinay pinay — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 18:21:00 +0000

Just when I thought I was over writing.

tinay pinay — Fri, 11 Jun 2010 23:43:00 +0000

puzzled

tinay pinay — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 07:52:42 +0000

He’s off to bora and ilo-ilo for four days, does this mean than I am temporarily single and available for enjoyment?

Ada.

While I was sharing my sentiments with ada, unti-unti kong nakikilala sarili ko. Hindi ako si Cherrie, si Tiny, o kung sino man na may pangalan. Ako yung ako, kung anong nararamdaman ko, kung ano yung tumatakbo sa utak ko, yun yung nakikilala ko. Kasamaan ng ugali ko, kaplastikan ko, Negative Positive, I am me. Pili nga lang siguro yung taong mapagsasabihan mo ng nararamdaman mo, ito yung taong alam mo mapagkakatiwalaan mo at hindi magsasalita kung hindi kailangan…

Melvin.

Unfaithful, infidelity ba ang matatawag mo sa taong tulad ko? Na kapag hindi nakuha ang gusto sa iba, hahanapin ko ulit sa iba. Yung phrase na pagkakadecribe ko kay ada na “sanay lang siguro ako na naghahanap ng comfort from other guys”, pero hindi ko gusto magkaron ng commitment sa kanila. Kung meron man akong kakabagsakan, yun yung sa taong nag-ngangalang Melvin. Tested na kasi siya, unlike other guys, hindi siya playboy. Pwede ko nga rin ba matawag sarili ko na playgirl ? hindi, hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin natatanggap na playgirl ako. Ayoko ng one night stand. Ayoko ng happy go lucky when drunk. Tuwing nasa kasukdulan nako ng paglalandi ko, hindi ko matuloy-tuloy, yun yung Gawain ng konsensya. Pinapaalala niya sayo na meron kang masasaktan pag may ginawa kang mali. Si Melvin. Pag may kasama akong ibang lalaki, siya lang naiisip ko. Sa totoo lang, naadik kasi ako sa mga balikat niya, kapag iba kasama ko, yun yung una kong hinahanap, si Melvin. Yung kabuuang pagkatao niya.

“when I’m with him I am thinking of you…” –katy perry

Kahit na hindi ko gusto yung kalahati ng ugali niya, meron pa rin sa pagkatao niya na nananatiling iba sa lahat. Yun siguro yung pagmamahal niya sakin, yung pagkakakilala niya sakin, yung pagyakapa niya sakin. Hinding hindi mapapantayan ng iba. Gusto ko rin sana bigyan ng chance yung iba, pero natatakot ako na baka “I’m letting go off my once in a lifetime God’s gift” si Melvin.

A test

tinay pinay — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 15:57:20 +0000

There are times that God will put you into test, just to see how stable your attitude, feelings and thinking capacity.

Minsan naman, ang tao, nakakalimutan to, at nagiging sabaw-sabaw.

Are you still my heart?

tinay pinay — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:18:37 +0000

Depress ako ngayon, masasabi mo yan sa bigat ng katawan ko at sa kung paano ako gumastos ngayong lingo. Hindi ko na nga iniisip dahil gusto ko balewalain, pero nagpupumilit pa rin magpapansin sakin ang matagal ko nang gustong maresolba na prublema.

Pagibig, pagibig, pagibig. Parang gusto ko nang lisananin.

Ilan na ba ang napapabalita sa mga pahayagan ang mga taong gumagawa ng karumaldumal na krimen dahil sa pagibig? Buti nalang at nasa katinuan pa ko ng isip kahit puro sakit at stress ang nadudulot nito sakin. Nakakabaliw daw ang pag-ibig. Sabi nila. Ako, ngayon baka mabaliw palang dahil manhid ang aking iniibig.

Nakakainis. Nakakagigil. Nakakaloko.

May mga tao talaga sa mundo na kahit ilang beses mo sabihan, ilang beses mo iyakan at pakiusapan, at kahit siguro halikan mo sila sa mga paa nila, mananatiling sabaw-sabaw. Minsan din naiisip ko, nage-enjoy sila maging sabaw dahil yun ang ginagawa nilang palusot. Syempre, kung sabaw nga naman kausap mo at alam mong lumaki na siyang ganun, wala ka nang iba pang magagawa kundi intindihin siya. Pero, hindi ako naniniwala na sabaw sabaw siya. Insensitive lang. at tamad magisip ng malalim.

Naaalala ko, akala niya nagagalit ako dahil sa mababaw na dahil ang hindi niya alam napupuno na lahat-lahat. Nagtataka rin ako kung bakit ayaw niya i-post yung mga picture naming sa facebook. Unang una sa lahat, pinagsisisihan ko na ginawan ko siya ng account. Hindi naman sa wala akong tiwala sa kanya ng bonggang-bongga pero wala lang akong tiwala sa mga babaeng umaaligid-aligid sa kanya. Iba kasi pag babae ang lumandi. Alam ko yan, been there done that. May pagka-gentleman pa naman siya. Mahirap tuloy pabayaan sa labas. Ayoko lang ng may lumalapit sa kanya dahil selosa ako. Oo siguro may mali din ako, pero hindi ko kasi makuha yung logic na kung bakit mas-maayos yung pakikitungo niya sa iba kaysa sakin… biruin mo, ako magtetext inaabot pa ng ilang minuto samantalang kapag nagtetext siya sa iba, wala pang isang minute, message sent. At bakit naman siya magsasawa kung kakakita lang naming kahapon? E, alam naman niya na kailangan ko ng someone ngayon dahil sariwa pa rin yung mga nangyari…

Wala na, alam ko kung wala si ada, wala na rin ako maaasahan.

Protected: Rape Me.

tinay pinay — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 17:11:57 +0000

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Welcome to the world of Plastics.

tinay pinay — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 15:53:48 +0000

Welcome to the world of plastics.

In this world many sub-world exist depending on what world you choose to be in. I am a Mass Communication student but never have I imagined that such world exist here in the P.I. Are familiar with the movie of my favorite actress, MEAN GIRLS? In reality, I know it exist but I never expected that I will be one of those Plastics when I graduated H.S.

First and Foremost: I HATE PLASTICS.

That was, when I was in H.S.

I maintained a small circle of friends, one or two is enough for me when I transferred from my new school. That is, when I was on my 1^st and 2^nd year. The truth is, I never wanted to join a big crowd because that is not for me. But the need to cope up since you’re a mass comm. Student and you need to know how to deal with different people led me to this world.

So welcome to the world of plastics.

AND BEWARE.

Yes, dogs do bark but when we Bark surely someone will be affected and get hurt. I am not used to this and I will not be, the saddest part is, everybody’s a victim. You are a victim and I am a victim. I still don’t know when will this end.

My advice is, when you heard something like she said, he said … just ignore it. Anyway, you didn’t go to school for rumors and gossips. People who do those thing are people who is KSP and cannot survive without having someone beside her. According to what I have observed, two or three people in our class are left out (in HS we used to name them as “Patay na bata”) but I rather be on their part since I am fed up and tired of all this story-telling contest. I’d rather be alone than to be with someone who will ruin your life ‘til they had enough.

Then , you asked me to be with you .

tinay pinay — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:07:13 +0000

It was supposedly the end of my nightmare and the end my loved one’s nightmare .

I thought everything will be back to normal , as in completely normal .

without him, bugging my mind and heart .

then there’s Wednesday of – august 12 09- , he texted me a single word which was annoying for me to reply the same word with smiley .

I don’t know if I’m glad that he texted or I’m just used to texting while doing other things , I wasn’t waiting for his reply either because , he is , as always , seasonal. Today we’re ok then after we don’t know eachother again . I know he’s using my company as a past time and I don’t care either because I can ignore him whenever I want to .

I’m not too attached , (see : last years event in august) , to him.

It’s just too weird for me not to notice that he asked me to go to his house at night . . . thinking that I don’t know where he lives and what’s his purpose . he’s too weird this days , there he was at the school saying hi, smiling , then suddenly , his friends has this stare of teasing me as his girl . uggghh! I’m so sick of being that girl , his “chick”, because I don’t want to be anymore . once is enough and I’m glad that I never gave him another chance , another chance of kissing and holding me so tight . because that day , I wanted to burry myself alive .

Every time I have a problem with my bf, he is always there at the right time , right mood and right situation . I don’t know if God really allow him to test my fidelity again , or He wanted something to happen, see : blessing in disguise . . . I know he’s not for me , and I’m not, too , for him . I am too much for him & he’s not enough for me .. .

Melvin is just right , I know , but we still need some adjustments.

just go. by cherrie (july.08.09)

tinay pinay — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 14:35:29 +0000

I want to go away.
Far,
far,
far from where I am vulnerable of pain and hurt.
Is forgetting a sin?
Forgiving?
And living the way I want it to be?
Thought I was the only one, the only girl you’ll ever love and cherish.
This never came into my mind until now.
That infidelity is your twin.
Now, you can never gain my trust.
I want to be where I want to be.
Just the way I want my heart to be as hard as a rock.
You are the only man I love.
You’re the man I want to spend my life with.
At least, that’s what I believed.
Before you open yourself from
Lies…
Cheated hearts…
Flirting…
Now, everything is broken..
You are broken and so am i.
This willingness, to runaway without you.

prisoner of our memory.

tinay pinay — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 12:34:23 +0000

my facebook stat : “why can’t you just let me go on with my life? why can’t i forget you?”

nalilito ako. lalo na kapag nakikita ko siya. hindi ko alam kung pinanganak siya para paikutin ng mabilis ang mundo ko para hiluhin ako sa mga desisyon ko pero … ang galing niya.

alam niya kung pano ako panatilihing kumapit sa ala-ala ng kahapon na mabilis natapos. paano niya nagagawa yun?

ako? hindi ko alam. ilang beses na niya ginawa to sakin at pinapabayaan ko lang siyang ulit-ulitin ito.

hindi ko rin alam kung nagkakataon lang o pinahihintulutan ng langit na mangyari to.

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ready. set. write.

tinay pinay — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 20:26:34 +0000

Have you felt that one morning you wake up and decided things without thinking about it. This is what I am feeling right now, I woke up within 3 in the morning today and realized that I have to go back to what I’ve started, MY BLOG. This way I could may track on how I was doing in the past when the present time is the future. This will be the last days of my senior year at Trinity University of Asia and I want it worth remembering.

Ready. Set. Write.
No matter how short I can write, I will try my best best to update my blog. Even I write one liners… well, its easy to read and my blog is not really for commercial view… 

OJT

tinay pinay — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 06:48:08 +0000

haay…
nakaupo lang kami ni jens sa labas ng room kung saan kailangan namin magpasa ng paper, lumapit bigla si meg kay jensen tinatanong kung sasama ba siya sa radio station. dinamay naman ako. ang first work namin ay magsisimula mamayang madaling araw kung saan naman ipapadala kami sa nueva ecija for research like documentary… sinabi lang yun… ni hindi namin alam yung complete details ng radio station. mamaya palang din kami magpapasa ng resume’.

may mga bagay na oumipigil sakin pumunta pero isa lang ang tumutulak sakin ng malakas na pwersa… yun ay ang matapos na yung OJT ng maaga…

my stupid relationship.

tinay pinay — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 13:16:18 +0000

so here’s a blog entry for my never-loving bf. i wish i could write a poem but that’s just too sweet to waste my energy and every single effort i could give to someone who could love me except you.

ROOT.

wala akong paki kung anong iniisip mo, siguro akala mo dahil sa iba ako nagkakaganto.

IKW.

Boyfriend + new comer whose brain is damged by acidic syrup + defenseless = bullshit relationship with idiot gf.

and this is us.

ESCAPE.

sorry nalang sayo. duwag ka. wala kang alam kundi kumapit sa ibang tao. hanggang salita. wala akong ibang maisip, duwag ka lang talaga.