just go. by cherrie (july.08.09)

I want to go away.
Far,
far,
far from where I am vulnerable of pain and hurt.
Is forgetting a sin?
Forgiving?
And living the way I want it to be?
Thought I was the only one, the only girl you’ll ever love and cherish.
This never came into my mind until now.
That infidelity is your twin.
Now, you can never gain my trust.
I want to be where I want to be.
Just the way I want my heart to be as hard as a rock.
You are the only man I love.
You’re the man I want to spend my life with.
At least, that’s what I believed.
Before you open yourself from
Lies…
Cheated hearts…
Flirting…
Now, everything is broken..
You are broken and so am i.
This willingness, to runaway without you.